Why
How long do not we have connection? Think the last telephone seem to be all in the previous existence. Whom I stumble come over since the so many day, the mood alternates between good and bad, mood just like health of me, getting fine and bad, bad and also kind. Tired each time, the president signs, think in the heart stopped up as if what is rolled, sigh, that group things no even, then those scar at heart begins the bleeding slowly also, it is violent though no longer as before, very slow and very slow, one of one drop, but very painful and very painful. Have what care for, that plant helpless just too, time and space separate everything. Turn one's head and look, that way to pass by can not find some traces, so just there is not a method that can go back along the old road. At quiet night, are looking at a cold space! Wander up and down ceaselessly! Nobody will be clear, then hide the pain in the bottom of heart, empty heart, empty soul, in fact I am very tired, want to go to bed very much! But I can't sleep, I'm afraid to remember her, and I'm afraid I will cry! I am afraid ~~~~~~The brain is murky, remember and when she is together, it is the happiness! But now? Hands are put on the keyboard, but does not know which key is fitted! Hands are moist! The face is moist too! Why is like this? Can love several times in all one's life! I am like this! Why, I but can't put down, I but can't forget, I can not forget, can not forget! ! Unless at it is once I write by pieces of memory of deleting, think I,I can with! But seem now, it is impossible,. Do not know this kind of pain, how long torment me! How long be how long, this it is I that plant the life, the life should be like this! I return happiness to her, but I have lost her! Late into the night! One, a soul, is lonely! Lonely, helpless, grieved, sad too, these why get rid of right away I! Do not have all the time! In order to forget her! The friend-making that I risked one's life, the work of risking one's life, ask oneself not to think she can be opposite, do not want but ask me to think even more! Why? ? Why I am always keeping this section of emotional lines as the emotion, if open one's mouth now, in how ask me go, urge to stay, can't believe, come terminal point already, we can not get back to the past, why I in silly to look at happiness line while being silly still! How long can I prop up to cover up tormenting? The emotion the line, it is unable to lengthen a bit to be destined, you have already been out, but when I am sober, it is believed that all is the life, never give up you, what I will not say, bearing quietly, look like a man, this line of the emotion, being destined is so far!
| sky986 health shun
257 days ago  |
